The rest of my life starts now

The past 24 hours have been so surreal for me. I've discovered a lot about myself and what my future may hold. I won't go into too much detail about it, but I've never been so excited in my life. 

I was given a revelation from God by someone I'm very close to. At first, I couldn't grasp it or understand. Why me? I'm not worthy. Why would God use me? I'm too young.

But then I realized that God calls us, even the most imperfect sinners, to do big things for His glory. No matter your worth, age, etc. I also thought, Why would God tell this person all of this? Why did my name appear on this person's heart? 

I don't know any of the answers to these questions. All I know is.. I'm ready. I'm ready for Him to use me. To do whatever He calls me to do. I'm ready for this "journey" that I'm about to go on with God. I know it will be rough and sometimes unbearable.. But all of it will be worth it. Just hearing that God even wants to use me was enough for me to get emotional and have to hold back from crying. I have mixed emotions of excitement and fear all rolled into one, but mostly just the excitement part.

I have never felt more connected to God than right now, just knowing He sees something in me. My dreams and my writing will hopefully do big things for Him. I only plan on telling the people closest to me about what the revelation was, but if my readers could pray for me, I would really appreciate it. :) 

I know this is a small post, but I wanted to share what's on my heart at the moment. And I wanted to tell you, the person reading this, that God wants to use you. Willingly let Him, and watch as your life drastically changes forever. You have my prayers! So surrender, and fulfill every part of His beautiful plan for you.